June 1, 2011
Psalm 29:4 The Lord's voice is powerful; the Lord's voice is majestic.
God has given me more instances of hindsight and ah ha moments than I care to reveal. I would rather not write this message, but… a few days ago. Well. I felt melancholic... I know the reason I felt that way, but it’s not necessary for me to reveal it in order to bring you this message.
I made bad choices in my younger years – I wasn’t walking in God’s light. No excuses – that’s just my reality. And, the reality is that I am now facing those consequences. But the amazing thing is that I face consequences as I hang on to God. There’s one thing I’ve learned in my divine journey: I will not let go of God during my periods of regret.
Back to my story, a few days ago I had one of those regret episodes, but before I wasted precious time feeling sorry for myself, God spoke to me. I clearly heard him say, “But I am the only Love you will ever need!” It took my breath away! I turned around and smiled at the air – as if he was standing there in human Jesus form! I realized that God is the only Love I will ever need. I am satisfied. God spoke.
Psalm 29:4 The Lord's voice is powerful; the Lord's voice is majestic.
God has given me more instances of hindsight and ah ha moments than I care to reveal. I would rather not write this message, but… a few days ago. Well. I felt melancholic... I know the reason I felt that way, but it’s not necessary for me to reveal it in order to bring you this message.
I made bad choices in my younger years – I wasn’t walking in God’s light. No excuses – that’s just my reality. And, the reality is that I am now facing those consequences. But the amazing thing is that I face consequences as I hang on to God. There’s one thing I’ve learned in my divine journey: I will not let go of God during my periods of regret.
Back to my story, a few days ago I had one of those regret episodes, but before I wasted precious time feeling sorry for myself, God spoke to me. I clearly heard him say, “But I am the only Love you will ever need!” It took my breath away! I turned around and smiled at the air – as if he was standing there in human Jesus form! I realized that God is the only Love I will ever need. I am satisfied. God spoke.
I completely understand why you didn't want to write this post. I too have felt lack of love in my life, and God said the same thing to me.
ReplyDeleteI know that as humans we feel the need to have that relationship with someone else, and to be close to another human being, but I think that the lesson God showed me was that I wasn't prepared to love a human being unconditionally, until I experienced His love unconditionally.
I am by far there yet, but I'm not where I was, and I know that no matter what life brings, I have what I need in Christ!
God bless you, and thank you for sharing this blog!